opening

I feel like I am hurt

Can't you see

I try to express

But I act like you're a stranger to me

I want to share, but don't know how

My eyes can't speak

And my mouth won't write it down

And there's so much confusion

as I want to clear it up

Cause when I start, suddenly,

the end has begun

Maybe if I touch, you will feel

what I mean but you're acting strange

Cause my eyes look differently

Caught by death, I do not hope

that my release is decided long ago

...

...and it's cold here inside... I keep losing myself in my abyss.